So, some of you might’ve noticed that I haven’t been active… for like, 3 months. This coming from someone who wanted to post twice a week, which admittedly didn’t happen, even at the beginning. Oh, how the somewhat mighty have fallen. But, something that I tell myself whenever I start beating myself up over something is that I’m definitely not the first to go through this, and I undoubtedly will not be the last.
I think the reason that I’m so inconsistent with everything is that I end up prioritizing other things – for example, the months of April and March were largely dedicated to my final exams (I don’t think I read a book in those two months, which basically killed my soul). May was a shit show, and I had a lot of personal things to work through. And now, it’s finally summer and you’d THINK that I would have more than enough time to blog. BUT NO! I am (alas) studying for the MCAT AND working a full time job. I would say that I’ve never been busier.
And I think it’s fine that I’ve taken this break. If I had pushed myself to do everything then I don’t think I could’ve made it through exams, or gotten through May in one piece. Mental health comes first (like tonight, I’m passing on a friend’s invitation and having some me time, probably going to read Much Ado About Nothing {THE DRAMA?! OH MY GOD}).
I would say that I’m going to try to post regularly, but it might be hard for me. And that’s fine, because stuff happens and life happens and sometimes the blogs need to take a break for my mental health and just because there’s no time. So hopefully, I’ll schedule posts, and write whenever I can, but sometimes I just want to watch Netflix, and if I need to take a break I will. Thanks for sticking with me if you did, and if you didn’t I hope you’re doing well and enjoying summer.
I’ll sporadically be here if you ever return.
Yours, faithfully unfaithful,
Mon
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